To my Constant Visitor in my Dreams...

I was Once a highschool girl
Who can not define what love is
Confused, disturbed, messy
Locks are sometimes straight ......sometimes curled
That's how confused that age can be.
Years rolled by,Friends come and go
Admirers here and there, I still don't know
Then one day , I thought, yes I thought
It is love, he is my love
Years passed, he is in my mind, my heart, my life
Fought the wind, fire and even my own flow of blood
Just because of the thing called love
You and me against the world
That's how we felt, that's how we tried
But sometimes, well, most of the time
True love can't always be true
Love can be deceiving, hurting, lying
Met another one, again and again and again
He then asked, "You don't love me anymore?"
But yet, I can't let go, I still hold on
To my recycled love
My mind wants to say, I don't
But my lips says what my heart beats
I was choking, gasping, trembling
That feeling, I can't explain
Whenever he is near, there is the fear
The fear of losing him, coz I can never have him
I know, I felt, I heard from him
Weird feeling I have ,he felt the same
But, painful we felt, that this feeling cannot be forever...
You and me against the world, together we once said.
If it's not here, maybe someday, somewhere , somehow
We can be...
We once asked, why did we meet at a wrong time .
We didn't say I Do's
But death did us part.
Wherever you are
Have a good rest my sweet, the love you once promised is remembered, felt
Like I always say, the space in my heart that is for you will always be for you.
Now I am with My Love, you must be happier now
He had the bigger part of my heart
He had the higher intensity of the beats
But as promised, he can not cover that part that is always yours.
Rest my playmate, my friend my first love.
Worry not coz My Love here will take care of me.
Rest my soulmate, my past my once true love.
Who knows, like what you said, we might meet again where no one can follow.
No regrets that I had love you...
Goodbyes are not forever, till we meet again...
Please do not visit me anymore...

LDivinaGalvez

8 June 2012