As I sit here
trying to recover from an unexplained sickness
I can see the vision of me
Dreaming, struggling, hurting
That inspite of the fact that I had tried everything
Major, minor, temporary
But still  no benefit
As i sit here
I realized
I do not need to conquer it
But to accept it
...it is just a matter of acceptance
if your mind accepts it, then your body will follow
My body will learn how to deal with it.
No one can stop the pain signals
No science, no technology
but MYSELF.
And God, since he knows amongst all, I can.